You will still really insist of things i didn’t do till now. Check the dates, time and make sure what you’re accusing me is true. Life. I already deleted it so you won’t have problems and you still won’t believe me. Never cheated on you. Reality check, who did.

Still no net at home, missing everyone and prolly have lost someone. Anyways, just checked my stuff and i missed a lot of loving peeps—people i’ve been expecting that’ll bug me (LOL) and people i’ve haven’t talked to for a long time… gosh i missed you, i thought you have died, and btw, you owe me explanations in the future cause i thought you have abandoned me my dear panget friend :’( 

yea, lots of changes.. idk what i’ve been really missing and im scared to find it out. and oh, lots of people have blocked me..lol you guys thought i wont find a way to figure it out..gosh, why do people you trust have to do this to you? pfft… anyways if they’re really true to you and love you, they will be true to you. till now, i’ve never imagined i have done a lot of things i thought i would never ever do. 

Hay nako for once bigyan nyo ako ng matinong buhay.. why do i get such fuckery from other people when your only fault is to love them too much and be stupid enough to believe and expect. I want a happy ending.. and I deserve it.. 

• Respect my anger. 
• Respect my love.. 
• Respect my feelings.
• Respect what I’ve been through.

I have every right to get mad, every right to feel what I feel. No one can tell me to stop and when not to break down. No one can ask me not to cry when I feel like I should. 

People may have known my stories, heard them, see them but they can never judge me. What I’ve been through, you have never experienced. You can say all the wrong things that I have done, but you can never judge me for my own actions because you are not me. You have no idea how I feel. You have never seen my world, you have never been there.

No one can project an image of me but me. You can never display a wrong perception of me if you are not sure you have seen all of me. You have probably seen me, a side of me, right where I’m standing, at this time, at this point of my life, in this situation.. but not entirely seen everything about me. 

I got moments, mistakes and I regret things. It’s how people will accept me. I can never please anyone. 

There’s this guy I have always liked*… Every day he doesn’t have a clue that I wait for him.. For a text, an annoyed or happy greeting.. Most of the time I couldn’t sleep when I try to wait, when I know that people are awake on his side of the world, I get more excited. Oftentimes, I feel sad when I don’t get any.. When I couldn’t wait because my chest hurts and I know I have to sleep. A text from him can take away a girl’s sadness, cheer her up and can make a difference in her life. That’s how important he is to her..